So I am completely excited (: get to have my =Bryar with me tomorrowwww~ We're gonna go to the mall and out to dinner, then to the movies to see 2012, and possibly other movies while we moviehop :'D Ahhh I haven't seen her in a week and i feel like its been a month ; ;

(: then on saturday we're probably going to drive out to ventura beach and hang out (: do dinner and shopping, go find some lovely rocks to paint onnn

I feel so amazing right now :'D Feel like I couldnt be any happier but I know I can because I don't even have my baby wrapped around me right now. BUT I WILL THIS TIME TOMORROW OHBOYOHBOYfjhbskjfd*splode*


okay yeah, anyways. Aside from all that, bad news! The condo we were going to buy.. well thats not happening anymore, the bank fucked us over I: So now we gotta find a new place, arg. That one was so close to the mall too ): uhmm.. I only have like $40 left out of the $300 I had 3 weeks ago xD fuck that was my disneyland money. I need to make some more before december 6th. Alsooo I have to take a test on dec 4th and i cant afford the books to study, or money for the test xD fuck. Hmm what else. Ohyeah, and the worse news, I'm probably going to have 2-3 more weeks of this away from bry ; ; but I'll figure something out, I don't think I can handle another week x___x

Okay so that bad news all kind of sucks, but its all going to be fine, because I have the love of my life there to support me and do it all with me (: As long as I have you baby, everything will be fine. We've been put through complete shit before and we got through it (: I love you so much.



Ps. I unstored a bunch of crap I: I still don't like it much, arg. I need better art.